So my week of diverse teachings has come and gone, and left me with a mild sickness, along with a general feeling of satisfaction.
Last Thursday. I set off out of town early, along the mostly peaceful 280, to the fog of Skyline, and a place I had passed many times on my bike (I get more nostalgic in my next Patreon post tomorrow). The plan was for us to do a standing meditation outside, as the sun rose over the trees lining the side of the steep canyon. At the end, the group of twenty or so rushed off to breakfast; I didn’t get much feedback, so was a little unsure how my words on the theme (of relating and connection) had landed.

Sunday at Green Gulch felt much more like a home run. Again, I got out of the city early, and it was an unusually glorious day (more on that below). We had a dozen folks and a loose plan, which meant I could relax with what I was saying, and enjoy the times of silent zazen. When the group broke up into small groups before lunch, I ran into Nadia outside, and we caught up on the gossip. I saw a number of old friends out there, including a former regular at Roaming Zen who volunteers at Green Gulch every weekend now.
By the end of the session, which I wrapped up with a few one-on-one chats, I was feeling a little wiped out from being “on” for a number of hours, and my throat was a little dry. It might have been the wood smoke from the fire that had been thoughtfully set in the Wheelwright Center; or perhaps something in the new electric rental car fabric or ventilation; or allergies; or maybe I just picked something up from someone.

Over the next few days, it turned into a cold and then a cough – not Covid, at least as far as yesterday. I didn’t feel sick, and was able to go down to Alchemy for the only public session out of these, where we had a half-dozen in the wonderful space, and I got to imbibe some more of the energy that is getting that place launched, with ideas for collaborations in the near future. Plus a few rounds of the sauna and the cold plunge before heading home.

Today I have an afternoon wedding in the city, and a roam tomorrow. I think I have the energy for those things.
Unusually for the time of year, the weather has been rather dreary on the whole, with clouds and a chilly northerly wind persisting. Even on some of the warmer sunny afternoons the heat dissipated by the evening. A couple of Sundays ago I had a free day and was looking forward to a long ride, but when I checked the forecast before I got ready, it announced rain for the next hour, so I decided to stay at home and watch Liverpool win the Premier League instead. Last weekend I had two cloudy mornings of riding, and wished I could have been out on the Sunday – though of course I was glad to be at Green Gulch in the fine conditions. We have had a couple of warmer days this week, but there is still rain threatening next week…



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